Tuesday, May 18, 2021

Cant get worse

     Gabriel woke up in a sweat, something was wrong. He could feel it, he wasn't sure what. It felt like everything was wrong, now everything was out of whack. He move out and head to Nines room, he was a sleep, but was shivering and squirming from nightmares he always had. He sighs as he rather not disturb his brother, as much as he like to wake him and say its a dream, Nine needed the rest. Though as he moved away he heard a sound, a sob sound. He moved to Zantro room and the tiefling is all curled up sobbing his eyes out. Gabriel could feel it, he thought it was all Nine. However now Zantro was depressed? He couldn't understand why, he had thought Zantro was fine. Took the bard out, he seem happy. Now he was sobbing and depressed and yet STILL filled with lust. Gabriel groan "whoever cursed you really hated you." he mutter to himself.

He wonder what or who the tiefling piss off for such a curse, though at the moment all this depression was even getting Gabriel down. "Why can't anything be easy." He would get his nerves together and move into the bards room. "What is wrong now?" he ask. Zantro looked at Gabriel and turned away "Go away." he say. Which caused Gabriel to blink "What no witty come back, no oh come to be with me remark?" Zantro just curled up tighter "Please leave." he say. Gabriel huff "I can't cause of this bracelet I feel everything HARDER!" he growled, but watch Zantro just shut down more. 

Gabriel took some deep breaths "Look, just....why are you crying? I thought you were happy, you got to be free in a brothel for abit." Zantro grab Gabriel "I don't KNOW WHY I'M SAD!" he say. Gabrie tense some and says "What do you mean you don't know?"  Zantro hugged on the vampire "I don't know. I woke up crying and I can't stop. I feel so depressed." Gabriel blinks "Oh god please don't tell me you are a empath." Zantro shook his head "I'm not." Gabriel felt soo uncomfortable. He pat the bards head "I...then why are you sad? Figure you have fun making my life hell." Zantro even though was in a deep depressive state, still had to adhere to the curse and grope Gabriel ass. To which without thought Gabriel launched the bard across the room. 

Gabrie wince as the bard laid there on the ground and sob more. "Oh god stop..." he told him. Now tears were running down Gabriels face " GAH.." he hated this. He move to the bard " Look you can't grope me..." Zantro whined "I can't help it...I...can't stop..... I feel like a failure and I don't know whyyyy." Gabriel frowns and sat on the bed "I feel like it too, but....I haven't even been here long enough to feel like a failed. Nines.......ARE YOU SURE YOUR NOT AN EMPATH!" Zantro curled up "I'M NOT...I KNOW I'M NOT...I USUALLY ONLY FEEL LUST AND NOW I FEEL SO DEPRESSED AND STILL FEEL LUST AND I HATE MYSELF AND JUST I WANT IT TO STOP!" 

Gabriel grabbed his head "Stop...you need to stop. Get a hold of your emotions. You are effecting me too damn much and I need to be strong for my brother." Zantro still laid there "I can't....." Gabriel growled, tears still running down his face "YOU HAVE TOO!" Zantro just curled tighter "I can't.....I'm alone....I don't have anyone." Gabriel stared at the bard a while. Just watching him, when the bard wasn't trying to get in his pants, he realize that there had to be some pain that was theirs. However he could explain why they felt Nines. Until he say the bracer a moment "What is that?" he ask. Zantro slowly looked to see what Gabriel spoke of and then the bracer "It was a gift." 

Gabriel narrow his eyes "From who?" Zantro still sob "I don't know...some guy came here and gave it too me. Said I never be alone if I wore it. BUT I FEEL EVEN MORE ALONE!" Gabriel blinks and says "Well well well...seems Astaroth turned on you, like I said he would." Zantro sat up  "He'd never!" 

Gabriel folds his arms "And yet here you are, with a bracer." holding his arm "Feeling everything." Zantro shook his head "I know it wasn't him. He'd never do that to me...he saved me when no one else would." Gabriel raised a brow. "What do you mean by that?" Zantro tried to wipe away the tears "When I was slave to a cult, he saved me. No one else would, they just laughed or said I got what I deserve for being a tiefling....but he didn't... he saved me!" Gabriel frown some. It seem the pain was mix between Nine and the bards.  Now Gabriels stuck fix this one as well. 

"Zan... Astaroth is a demon." he tried to explain, but Zantro yelled "AND I'M HALF A DEMON SO WHAT?" Gabriel winced some "He doesn't care about you." Zantro cried more "YOU ARE LYING!" Gabriel sighs, trying to not sob from the overwhelming feeling. He move to the bard and grabs him "Right now you are not alone." he told him. Zantro stared at Gabriel "I am..you hate me..everyone hates me. I can't stop this stupid curse and I am alone. Always alone.... " Gabriel trying to be patient "Right now you are not. You are here with me and my fucked up brother. Now I gotta fix you with him. I can't do that if you sit here self loathing. You are making me wish you were your normal whore self." Zantro cried more "I hate it!" 

Gabriel groaned and thought why he couldn't have it easy just once. "Zantro I swear...." but he stop a moment and notice the bard was doing more then feeling Nines emotions. He was broken out in a sweat and shivering. He move to put Zantro on the bed "How...do you feel aside from the depression and lust." Zantro stared at Gabriel "I...I hurt sooo much." Gabriel ponder something "like you are coming of something?" Zantro nods to him. "Did you take all those drugs with Nine?" Zantro shook his head no. "Yet you are detoxing." Zantro wiped his face again "What does that mean?" Gabriel moved away "STAY!" and headed to Nine room, he look and saw the same bracer on Nine "FUCK!" 

He knew it had to be Astaroth, but he couldn't convince Zantro. He just rub his temples a moment and then heads to the bards room "Ok... look what you feel is mostly Nine emotions ok... you are not alone. I need you to be really strong." Zantro was sniffling "I...what if I can't?" Gabriel stared at him "You survived Raven torture. This is nothing compared to that right?" Zantro thought and shook his head. "Right so I need you to...and I regret this sooo much...I need you to give into your curse more to combat this." Zantro would try to focus on this. Gabriel moved and went to make some tea, figure if he drug the boy he could get some rest himself. He move back in "This will help with the detox." Helping him sip from the cup.

After abit, Zantro was knocked out and sleeping. Gabriel move to his bed and flop in it. "I swear I will kill that demon." groaning as he would now try to get some rest himself, cause tomorrow was going to be hell.

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