Gabriel had decided it was time that Nine and Star finally talk to each other. They came into the study and sat down. There was silence for a while, everyone was awkwardly looking about the room, when a knock was heard. "Who is that?" Gabriel ask, Nine shrugged and Star just pretended he was somewhere else. The door opens and Azeract came in "Um hey...I was told of everyone hanging out in the study." Moving in the room slowly. "Well this looks like a family event, maybe I should go."
Gabriel would shrug "Well I mean you are practically family." Nine nods agreeing and Star stared at him with a look that said don't leave me here. Azeract look awkwardly around and slowly moves to a chair. Once again there was a awkward silence in the room, before Gabriel spoke "So...is there anything anyone wants to say?" watching Nine and Star. They just stared with the same look back at Gabriel. Azeract watched this painful scene and just says "So...um how is everyone?" Gabriel spoke "I'm exhausted. Honestly could use a good rest and some relaxing time." Nine raised a brow "And you are here?" Gabriel shot him a look "You know why, you need to talk." Star would shrink in his seat.
Azeract taking note "soo....this is fun." Everyone look to Azeract. "Why was I invited again?" Everyone spoke at once "To make this less awkward." then they all look at each other and spoke "You invited him? I invited him?" everyone leans back in silence and Azeract stared at them "Oh yeah..this is...less awkward." shook his head "So, the goal is for those two to talk..." Gabriel nods "Well yes although I am about to slap Nine." Nine shot a glare to Gabriel "I love to see you try." The two bickering back and forth, while Star just put his head into his hands.
Azeract shook his head and shouted "SHUT UP!" the twins stop and stared at him. "What is wrong with this family? Like by the gods you guys find a reason to make this awkward and hard. " Gabriel hiss "I do not!" Azeract tilt his head with a look "Do not interrupt me!" Gabriel scoff "You can not tell me what to do I..." before Azeract cut him off " SHUT UP! You all invited me to help and thats what I am going to do, so all you shut up and sit down. Or else I will light this room up with soo much holy light you all burn."
The twins shifted a moment, as if to test this. However Gabriel griped "I ask for you to help them, not attack me.This isn't about me, I'm not his father." Azeract him a glare, while he sat down. Nine was silent and merely sat too. Star hadn't even said anything, nor lifted his head. Azeract move closer "You know I would have started with Nine and let you chime in as I know you would, however." staring Gabriel down "I'm going to start with you." Gabriel looked appalled "its not even about.." Azeract growled " AH!AH!AH!" he held his hand up."It is about you too. Star looks up to you.." Gabriel chimes "I don't know why." Azeract grit his teeth " Cut me off again I swear I will stab you." Gabriel just rolled his eyes "I don't know how my father puts up with you two." shaking his head.
"Now....he looks up to you, why is not the point, the point is he does or did or whatever. You...not anyone just you and you treat him like some disease just like everyone else. " Gabriel sighs, but kept silent. "Look I know you do care for the boy..that years of having your trust broken and everything else has put this whatever in your heart. But he ..he is family and yes what you are doing now is nice...if either of you paid attention to him right now." Pointing to Star, who just covered his ears at this point.
Nine looked down and Gabriel stared at Azeract "I just wanted to open communications between them cause I thought it help him.I wasn't trying to bicker with Nine." Azeract folds his arm "Yeah but you were and this is your problem and if it wasn't you would not be here trying to fix this. So stop saying that, do you know what its like to hear that. It makes you feel unwanted and outcasted." Gabriel looked away "I wasn't trying for that..that wasn't what I meant." Azeract nods " but does he get that, cause it doesn't look it."
Azeract then turns to Nine " YOU!" he point. " You are his father, you should give a damn..." Gabriel chimes up "He does care, its getting him to show it." Azeract turns around "always have to have a word in." Gabriel narrow his eyes " You knew I would, you even said. So why you looking at me, this is about Star." Azeract nods and looks to Nine " Look I get you have this loner thing, but damn you could try. You act like he is dead and honestly if you were my dad, I'd have killed myself." Nine stared at Azeract "I care...its just.." Azeract cut him off "He looks like your dead wife. Well thats not fair to him." Gabriel nods "Get over it, she is gone, he is all you have left of her. You should be cherishing that boy. He needs you so bad." Azeract nods " What he said." Azeract looks at Star "And you!You always something to say or some opinion like Gabriel. Why you choosing now to break?This man has ignored you and shown he doesn't care. Get angry shout at him, do something!" He yelled "Anything to open communications." he state.
Gabriel spoke up "Look we are going to leave you two alone to talk. TALK! FIGHT!Whatever! Just don't kill each other." standing up and walks out with Azeract following. Once they got out Gabriel glare at Azeract "What?" he ask him and Gabriel hiss " Why you attack me?" Azeract growled " You know why." Gabriel grabbed Azeract shirt "And you fight me?" Azeract stared him down "I would." They have a staring contest and then Gabriel backed off "Right."
They listen by the door and there was some shouting "I hope Star will atleast listen to Nine." Gabriel says. Azeract pat his shoulder "Hey..you did what you could. You got them in a room and we yelled at them to talk...theres nothing more we can do." he state.Gabriel gives a nod and would say" so want to hit up a tavern?" Azeract shrugs " Why not, beats listening to that." and they head off for a drink.
Monday, January 13, 2020
Thursday, January 9, 2020
To be Alone
After Gabriel left, Star went back to the castle. He came down the corridor when he was met by Azeract. "Star? What are you doing here?" he ask a little concerned. Star would weakly smile "I came to check in on you. I heard about your dad. I'm sorry." Azeract gave a small smile "Thanks. Glad to see you honestly." Star would nod to him "It occurs I been a bad friend and into my own problems."
Azeract smirked "You are fine, I mean I know you are getting use to emotions.Besides I didn't realize how bad he was till now." he explain. Star nods to him "But still, I should be better. I can't fix your dad, but I am here." Azeract nods back to him "Thanks. You want to go and talk in a better place?" Star shrugs "Sure." they move through the corridor and head to the study. Once they got in, Azeract would speak up "So how are things with you anyways? I know its touchy with your Uncle.He was here earlier, wanted to see my father. I just....he didn't want visitors right now.I offer to help find out more about the demon." Star frown "You don't have to do that. I think Gabriels giving up anyways."
Azeract frowns "Don't give up, you can't let the demon win. Besides it helps keep me busy." Star nods "I get that." moving to look at the fire. Azeract sighs, Star speak up "I saw him today. Gabriel that is, he said he came here. I think he is more upset Nine ran off with no word. He is really worried about your dad, he tried to summon a god for answers." Azeract groan "I told him not to. He never listens." he move next to Star "My father...I am worried. I won't lie....it is scary. I've never seen him like this." Star watched Azeract closely.
"Is he ok?Like do you know whats wrong?" he ask. Azeract shifted some "After Gabriel left, I went to get answers. I needed to know what was wrong, father...he isn't well for conversation. However theres this grim reaper thats been hanging around, so I ask him. I ask if he was there to reap my father." Star place a hand on Azeract shoulder "And?" Azeract shrugs " He said no, that he was just going into a long slumber. He probably not remember things, patches missing.I'm glad, but....what if he forgets me?"
Star furrow his brow "No he wouldn't, he loves you. He'd never forget you.Not like my father, besides even if he forget, I doubt it be for long." Azeract weakly smiled "I hope so."Star then looks at the door "Can I see him?" Azeract frown again "He said no visitors." Star move out of the study "I'm not a visitor." Azeract followed " No Star seriously." However he was making time to Voltaires room. Azeract grabs Star "No..he doesn't want visitors." but when he grab Star, Star spun and slams Azeract into the wall "You are not going to stop me." he said firmly.
"I'm getting in there, one way or another.Whether you let me or I have to drop you." Azeract knew better then to get in Star way when he is like this. Star let him go and enters Voltaire room, he was slumbering. Azeract slowly crept up behind Star "He's been in and out of it." Star nods "I just want to confirm, that aside from going into a slumber he is fine otherwise." Azeract nods "Yeah, he is. I think, just...I'm still worried." Star nods "As you would be I guess." He leave the room.
Azeract followed "I just..He always bounces back and its just scary seeing him in this state. " Star nods "Yeah...look you know you can see me for anything." Azeract laughs a little and nods "Wow, that full circled." Star nods "Yeah." he pat Azeract shoulder "I will find away to stop this demon. For Voltaire sake." Azeract nods "Ok then, um when I get information.I will let you guys know. Tell Gabriel that I said if he gives up...I'll kick his ass again." Star smirked "Ok." he then leave.
Azeract smirked "You are fine, I mean I know you are getting use to emotions.Besides I didn't realize how bad he was till now." he explain. Star nods to him "But still, I should be better. I can't fix your dad, but I am here." Azeract nods back to him "Thanks. You want to go and talk in a better place?" Star shrugs "Sure." they move through the corridor and head to the study. Once they got in, Azeract would speak up "So how are things with you anyways? I know its touchy with your Uncle.He was here earlier, wanted to see my father. I just....he didn't want visitors right now.I offer to help find out more about the demon." Star frown "You don't have to do that. I think Gabriels giving up anyways."
Azeract frowns "Don't give up, you can't let the demon win. Besides it helps keep me busy." Star nods "I get that." moving to look at the fire. Azeract sighs, Star speak up "I saw him today. Gabriel that is, he said he came here. I think he is more upset Nine ran off with no word. He is really worried about your dad, he tried to summon a god for answers." Azeract groan "I told him not to. He never listens." he move next to Star "My father...I am worried. I won't lie....it is scary. I've never seen him like this." Star watched Azeract closely.
"Is he ok?Like do you know whats wrong?" he ask. Azeract shifted some "After Gabriel left, I went to get answers. I needed to know what was wrong, father...he isn't well for conversation. However theres this grim reaper thats been hanging around, so I ask him. I ask if he was there to reap my father." Star place a hand on Azeract shoulder "And?" Azeract shrugs " He said no, that he was just going into a long slumber. He probably not remember things, patches missing.I'm glad, but....what if he forgets me?"
Star furrow his brow "No he wouldn't, he loves you. He'd never forget you.Not like my father, besides even if he forget, I doubt it be for long." Azeract weakly smiled "I hope so."Star then looks at the door "Can I see him?" Azeract frown again "He said no visitors." Star move out of the study "I'm not a visitor." Azeract followed " No Star seriously." However he was making time to Voltaires room. Azeract grabs Star "No..he doesn't want visitors." but when he grab Star, Star spun and slams Azeract into the wall "You are not going to stop me." he said firmly.
"I'm getting in there, one way or another.Whether you let me or I have to drop you." Azeract knew better then to get in Star way when he is like this. Star let him go and enters Voltaire room, he was slumbering. Azeract slowly crept up behind Star "He's been in and out of it." Star nods "I just want to confirm, that aside from going into a slumber he is fine otherwise." Azeract nods "Yeah, he is. I think, just...I'm still worried." Star nods "As you would be I guess." He leave the room.
Azeract followed "I just..He always bounces back and its just scary seeing him in this state. " Star nods "Yeah...look you know you can see me for anything." Azeract laughs a little and nods "Wow, that full circled." Star nods "Yeah." he pat Azeract shoulder "I will find away to stop this demon. For Voltaire sake." Azeract nods "Ok then, um when I get information.I will let you guys know. Tell Gabriel that I said if he gives up...I'll kick his ass again." Star smirked "Ok." he then leave.
Wednesday, January 8, 2020
Birds of a Feather
Gabriel was trying to relax, it been very stressful the past few weeks. Especially since he was possessed by a demon for a bit, so he was glad to be himself and free. Sitting in a opium den, for him nothing said relax, like opium. In his mind Sepherin was abit judging on his choice, however he ignored her. He often got judge for his choices, taking a big puff from his pipe. Leaning back and just relaxing, he even had some lovely blood wine with him. Sipping from it, finding this much better then stressing.
While he was resting his eyes, he heard a sound "I should have guess you be here." it sounded so familiar to him. "What?" he said lazily. "What is he doing?" another familiar voice spoke. Gabriel turn his head "Whose there, why is it so dark?" A sigh was heard "Open your eyes" the other voice spoke "What is that smell?" The other voice spoke up again "Its opium, he smokes it often. I once smoke with him. Pissed off a guy I was with, cause it was in a shady place. It really makes you relaxed." the other voice goes "Ah."
Gabriel slowly open his eyes "Don't have to be jerks about it." he said as she saw at first blurred figures. He blinks a few times "Who are you and how you know me?" The one voice spoke "Oh damn it made him forget." the other laughed "No, he's just relaxed. Maybe he over did it.We should kidnap him." Gabriel growled "Try and I'll...You will regret it..yeah.." although honestly, he wasn't in much shape to fight.
The one voice laugh again "Oh ya? I am soo scared." the other "I wouldn't push him. " Gabriel watching the blurred figures slowly get into focus, for what seem like an eternity. When his eyes finally focus, the first thing he notice was black wings, but not just that. He saw white wings with black tips too. He blink and then looks to the figures, Azeract lean in close to him "Hmmm, no he's harmless right now. We should totally kidnap him.Like toss him in a lake, might sober him up." Star frown "Look he already hates, I preffer to keep less fights as possible."
Gabriel blinks "Az? Star? What are you two doing here. WAIT! Star when did you get wings?" Star stared at Gabriel, while Azeract punch him in the arm "Hey you said the demon made him say those things. Give him a break." he tell him. Gabriel looks back and forth "Excuse me someone explain the wings!" The stop and looked at Gabriel and then each other confused. "Um Gabriel...I have always had wings." Star tells him. Gabriel tried to get up and was stumbling "No....no I would remember if you did. You have not had wings." Azeract grabbed Gabriel to help support him "Um yes he has, as long as I have known him." Gabriel look confused now and would say "Ok...maybe I have over did it."
Star would raise a brow "I mean in all fairness, I never showed them to him." Azeract look to Star "Ah. Well...then this is a first, what joy.Now help me." Star move to help Azeract support Gabriel. "Ah you guys helping me out...but I am fine. Just let me back to the chair so I can relax." They look to each other and nod, without a moment longer, they jump to the sky flying off with Gabriel. "WAIT! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" he shout. They move and drop him in a pond, it was deep enough to submerge him. He splashes to the surface and gasp a moment "You little shits!" he growled. Trying his best to lazily make it to the shore, Azeract land and starts laughing, while Star lands next to him. "Whats funny? I feel I missed something."
Gabriel gets out of the water and stares at them "Oh yes you missed something alright." Azeract blinks and bolts "RUN!" Star look blankly at Azeract "I thought you said it be ok?" Gabriel grabs Star and would use his strength to shove him into the pond.He went in with a splash while Azeract was running for life from Gabriel. Star got to the surface and watches a odd scene, of the two running around the pond. Azeract was just laughing up a storm "You're to slow old man!" Gabriel growling "I'll show you old!" Star looked so confused. Azeract jump to the air and flew high enough out of Gabriels reach "Ya thats right, fly bird boy! When you come down, I'm going to get you!"
Star got out of the pond, soak and wet like Gabriel. Azeract would land and gets up to Gabriel staring up at him "What you going to do? What you put me in water to drown?" he faint fear. Gabriel narrow his eyes "Oh I'll get you back...no..putting you in the pond to good for you...I'll plan something for you." Star didn't get what Azeract found funny. Gabriel and Azeract had a stare down, before they break into laughter together. "So no one going to tell me what I am missing?" They look to Star "Gabriel...you haven't shown him fun?" Gabriel would smack Azeract shoulder "He's you friend."
Gabriel sighs and moves to Star "Az is trying to show you fun. By picking on me." He shoot a look at Azeract "You owe me boy." Azeract whistling and pretending to be innocent. Star raised a brow "But you pushed me in the water." Gabriel rolled his eyes "Its called pay back. Laugh some, you'll learn its better. You dad sure could use some laugh, he too serious too." Star flip his wings to get the water off, splashing it at Gabriel and Azeract " Hey! What the hell?" Gabriel shouted and Azeract ran behind him. "Hey you have wings...I should be hiding behind you!" Azeract grinned to him "Should, but I beat you to the idea." Gabriel fold his arms "Uh huh. What brings you guys to pick on me anyways? You could have join me in a smoke and drink." Azeract shrugs "I get into waaaay to much trouble with that.Also Star doesn't need to see that side of me." Star raised a brow " That side of you huh?" he look to Gabriel "I've never drank before..or smoked. You should know I was too busy for such." Gabriel sighed "Ya I know...but come on..live a little." Star shrugged "Maybe another time." he flew off.
Azeract watched Gabriel as he shook his head seeing Star leave "I told him it wasn't me and I thought he was trusting me." Azeract placed a hand on his shoulder "Give it time. He's been through alot, besides I know he will in time. He's just...confused is all." Gabriel smirked, grabbing and throws Azeract into the shallow end of the pond "Told you I get you back." Azeract blinks and about was like a cat, when he hit that water.He was out so fast and stared at Gabriel "I didn't think you try so soon." he whined, Gabriel just laughed "Surprise!" he tells him.
While he was resting his eyes, he heard a sound "I should have guess you be here." it sounded so familiar to him. "What?" he said lazily. "What is he doing?" another familiar voice spoke. Gabriel turn his head "Whose there, why is it so dark?" A sigh was heard "Open your eyes" the other voice spoke "What is that smell?" The other voice spoke up again "Its opium, he smokes it often. I once smoke with him. Pissed off a guy I was with, cause it was in a shady place. It really makes you relaxed." the other voice goes "Ah."
Gabriel slowly open his eyes "Don't have to be jerks about it." he said as she saw at first blurred figures. He blinks a few times "Who are you and how you know me?" The one voice spoke "Oh damn it made him forget." the other laughed "No, he's just relaxed. Maybe he over did it.We should kidnap him." Gabriel growled "Try and I'll...You will regret it..yeah.." although honestly, he wasn't in much shape to fight.
The one voice laugh again "Oh ya? I am soo scared." the other "I wouldn't push him. " Gabriel watching the blurred figures slowly get into focus, for what seem like an eternity. When his eyes finally focus, the first thing he notice was black wings, but not just that. He saw white wings with black tips too. He blink and then looks to the figures, Azeract lean in close to him "Hmmm, no he's harmless right now. We should totally kidnap him.Like toss him in a lake, might sober him up." Star frown "Look he already hates, I preffer to keep less fights as possible."
Gabriel blinks "Az? Star? What are you two doing here. WAIT! Star when did you get wings?" Star stared at Gabriel, while Azeract punch him in the arm "Hey you said the demon made him say those things. Give him a break." he tell him. Gabriel looks back and forth "Excuse me someone explain the wings!" The stop and looked at Gabriel and then each other confused. "Um Gabriel...I have always had wings." Star tells him. Gabriel tried to get up and was stumbling "No....no I would remember if you did. You have not had wings." Azeract grabbed Gabriel to help support him "Um yes he has, as long as I have known him." Gabriel look confused now and would say "Ok...maybe I have over did it."
Star would raise a brow "I mean in all fairness, I never showed them to him." Azeract look to Star "Ah. Well...then this is a first, what joy.Now help me." Star move to help Azeract support Gabriel. "Ah you guys helping me out...but I am fine. Just let me back to the chair so I can relax." They look to each other and nod, without a moment longer, they jump to the sky flying off with Gabriel. "WAIT! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" he shout. They move and drop him in a pond, it was deep enough to submerge him. He splashes to the surface and gasp a moment "You little shits!" he growled. Trying his best to lazily make it to the shore, Azeract land and starts laughing, while Star lands next to him. "Whats funny? I feel I missed something."
Gabriel gets out of the water and stares at them "Oh yes you missed something alright." Azeract blinks and bolts "RUN!" Star look blankly at Azeract "I thought you said it be ok?" Gabriel grabs Star and would use his strength to shove him into the pond.He went in with a splash while Azeract was running for life from Gabriel. Star got to the surface and watches a odd scene, of the two running around the pond. Azeract was just laughing up a storm "You're to slow old man!" Gabriel growling "I'll show you old!" Star looked so confused. Azeract jump to the air and flew high enough out of Gabriels reach "Ya thats right, fly bird boy! When you come down, I'm going to get you!"
Star got out of the pond, soak and wet like Gabriel. Azeract would land and gets up to Gabriel staring up at him "What you going to do? What you put me in water to drown?" he faint fear. Gabriel narrow his eyes "Oh I'll get you back...no..putting you in the pond to good for you...I'll plan something for you." Star didn't get what Azeract found funny. Gabriel and Azeract had a stare down, before they break into laughter together. "So no one going to tell me what I am missing?" They look to Star "Gabriel...you haven't shown him fun?" Gabriel would smack Azeract shoulder "He's you friend."
Gabriel sighs and moves to Star "Az is trying to show you fun. By picking on me." He shoot a look at Azeract "You owe me boy." Azeract whistling and pretending to be innocent. Star raised a brow "But you pushed me in the water." Gabriel rolled his eyes "Its called pay back. Laugh some, you'll learn its better. You dad sure could use some laugh, he too serious too." Star flip his wings to get the water off, splashing it at Gabriel and Azeract " Hey! What the hell?" Gabriel shouted and Azeract ran behind him. "Hey you have wings...I should be hiding behind you!" Azeract grinned to him "Should, but I beat you to the idea." Gabriel fold his arms "Uh huh. What brings you guys to pick on me anyways? You could have join me in a smoke and drink." Azeract shrugs "I get into waaaay to much trouble with that.Also Star doesn't need to see that side of me." Star raised a brow " That side of you huh?" he look to Gabriel "I've never drank before..or smoked. You should know I was too busy for such." Gabriel sighed "Ya I know...but come on..live a little." Star shrugged "Maybe another time." he flew off.
Azeract watched Gabriel as he shook his head seeing Star leave "I told him it wasn't me and I thought he was trusting me." Azeract placed a hand on his shoulder "Give it time. He's been through alot, besides I know he will in time. He's just...confused is all." Gabriel smirked, grabbing and throws Azeract into the shallow end of the pond "Told you I get you back." Azeract blinks and about was like a cat, when he hit that water.He was out so fast and stared at Gabriel "I didn't think you try so soon." he whined, Gabriel just laughed "Surprise!" he tells him.
Father of Death
Later on in the evening after Voltaire was helped to his room, he sat in a chair. Pondering things over and trying to think how much time he had left. While he wonder in the cover of shadow, one of the moons shining brightly this eve. A figure comes into his room, its steps was silently moving close to his chair. A skeletal hand gently places on the back of his chair, as the cloaked figure moves around. Voltaire glance up and saw them "Ah so you've come now. Is this truly my end? You here to guide me to the other side?"
The figure rolled his eyes, that sat in the skeletons head, before he pulled his hood back and looked like a man now. "Don't be stupid." his voice was low and rough. "You are not dying, might feel that way, but you are not." Voltaire tilt his head and clasp his hands into his lap "You know. " he states."To what do I owe the visit from the great god of death." Thanatos shook his head "Check on you, as I check on all who are mine." reach to grab Voltaire wrist.
"Because I know whats going on and I rather not have you forgetting who you are or belong with." as he held Voltaires wrist, it burned and Voltaire started to squirm in his chair, wincing and groaning "WHAT THE HELL?What are you doing?" he shout. A mark would appear onto Voltaire wrist "I told you." Thanatos spoke pointly. "You need never forget."
Voltaire jerk his wrist back and stares at the mark "What is going on that you felt the need to do this to me?" Thanatos shrugs and moves to lean against the wall "Well you bitch about a child not listening to you, you don't listen to me. However you alerted me when you pulled out your scythe. " Voltaire smiled "Oh are you going to handle astaroth?" Thanatos smirked "Don't be silly, I don't care what that pathetic demon tries to do. Only if he greatly shifts the balance would I ever step in and besides thats why I have you and every other death. Thats why I gave you all such power, to shift it back for me. Although I did take care of a small matter for you, you are welcome."
Voltaire looked at him weird "Take care of what?" Thanatos smiled "Just know, when you shut down and rest. While your memories are vanishing, you need not worry over your little...vampires you have grown attached to. Besides this be a good lesson for you, that you can not meddle always and all the time in the lives of mortals." Voltaire shifts " Wait.....go back...I'm losing my memories?" Thanatos nods"Well yes, Doc checked you over when you got here, said your mind was still corrupted and notice you forget things or ramble on. I know a bit about what you are to know your body took action. Its erasing and shutting you down, when you awake it will all feel new again. Though not all your memories will be gone. Just you will have gaps, although I am sure when you first reawaken, you will have no memory. Why I marked you so you don't forget. I take care of my own."
Voltaire rub the mark and says "Wow...never once felt such fear before."shifting in his seat "I..I don't want that to happen." Thanatos reach out and patted Voltaire on the head "Fear not child, I only said parts of your memories will not return. You will still know who you are and if its too much you can always come home and be at your place." Voltaire looks at him "I'm not done with the mortals." Thanatos sighs "Yes I figured as much. Well I came to place that mark and chat. I will leave you and don't forget, you have Doc at your disposal. Most don't waste the fact of having a grim reaper at their beckon call. " Voltaire nods to him "You know me." Thanatos chuckle "I know you." before he was gone. Voltaire sat alone again and looked at the mark, letting out a sigh.
Monday, January 6, 2020
Look who returns
Gabriel stared at Voltaire a moment, he then move slowly away "Right.I'm going to go take that bath now. We can continue our discussion later and maybe then you will tell me what is wrong with you." turning and then walked off, Voltaire watched him. "Ok then."
After Gabriel left, Stellan comes out of the shadows. "Was I truly acting strange?" he ask him, Stellan look to him "Well sir you weren't making much sense at all." Voltaire nod slowly "I see. Funny I thought he was acting strange." Stellan look in the direction Gabriel went "To be honest sir, I don't know him well enough to judge. " Voltaire nods " Very well then." Stellan then touch Voltaire shoulder "Sir with your condition, I don't think you realize.."Voltaire stared at him "This has nothing to do with my condition. I just thought he come ranting about Star and demanding to see Nine. He didn't say anything, just that he was going to bath and such." Stellan shrug "People change." Voltaire narrow his eyes "Not in this family."
Stellan would back up "Very well sir. Oh, you have a visitor in your study.I think you will be surprised." Voltaire raised a brow "Oh?" Stellan gave a serious nod "Quit surprised." This intrigued Voltaire and he move to his study now. Upon walking in, he see a figure in a dark cloak by the fire place "I was told you requested to see me." he spoke to the figure. They turned when Voltaire got close to them "Well this is a surprise then. I did not see this." he says with shock. "Its hard to surprise me."
The figure nods "This is important or I would not be here at all." he said with seriousness. Voltaire nods to him "I see." he move beside them and looks at the fire "Can I ask one thing?" he start. "Why have you ignored all my summons?" The figure watched him and says "Cause I hate you." Voltaire nods "Hate what I did.Fair enough then. So then what is important that you had to see me." The figure pulled back his hood and says "Its about Gabriel." Voltaire glance at the door and would say "Speak carefully boy, he lingers in this castle at this very moment." He give Stellan a signal to make the room secure and insure no one listens in. "I saw him today.He was...different." the boy begins to explain. "What do you mean Star? How was he different?" Voltaire ask him.
Star looked at the fire "Want the whole story or just the point?" Voltaire raised a brow "Details." he says in a short tone. Star nods to him "Well he sought me out." Voltaire glance to him "He did not mention this. "Star gave him a look and continue "He sought me out and he was different. He was nice...he fed me his blood and kept talking of being bond by blood. He talked about how he knew I was alone and that I didn't belong with vampires or whatever else I was. He even pressed me about my mother." Voltaire listen carefully "So its safe to say he knows that you can not be bond through drinking vampire blood." Star nods "That is unfortunate." Star gave him an odd look for saying that. "Why?" Voltaire smirked "Cause I rather people not know much of what you can do.Especially not right now, but that is bound to happen." Star looked away "Well I knew something was wrong.Come to find out he is possessed and he kept talking about wanting Nine to suffer and how Gabriel was going to be fun to use. He said he trick me, but I caught on to him."
Voltaire listen and says "Astaroth." Star stopped talking a moment, staring at him "What?" he ask. Voltaire stared intently into the fire "Astaroth was controlling your father, he marked him. He showed interest in Gabriel, he has this hatred for your family." Star shook his head "Not my family..." Voltaire grabs Star and slams him into the book shelf "Listen here, that is your family whether you like it or not. Its all you have, now I get they suck. Gabriel being hateful for honestly no damn reason.His reason he says are not valid enough, but none the less he is your uncle.Your father is your father, he cares. You may think not and you are valid for that. Just cause he never made the effort and cut the connection.It was to protect you and keep you safe from the demon. No its not right he can't get past how you remind him of Sephitia. You have her eyes, but you look so much like Nine its unreal.Now I do not want to hear how you have no family. Even if they turn their back on you, you have me. You will always have me, even when you hate me. I am here, I will always be here."
Star listen to him as he spoke, hearing every word said to him "And who are you to me?" he was a little venomous in this. Voltaire stared him straight in the eyes "I'm your damn godfather thats who I am. I have made sure you were taken care of by family. I did anything you needed, I tried......."he took a deep breath "I tried so hard to get your father to you.There is not a thing I wouldn't do for you, I think of you as my own. " He then slowly let Star go and steps back. Star watched him and just was silent. "Now continue." Voltaire says, moving back to the fireplace. "He.. well he didn't make much sense, just that he couldn't believe I believe my father doesn't care. Saying he tricked me in that and then mention some shit about bring me to family that care and that made no sense either."
Voltaire stroke his beard listening to him, Star continue "He tried to start a fight with a guy and then he left. I guess he came here as you said. "Voltaire nods "So it seems." Star would get closer to him "So what is Astaroth? He wanted to make a deal, to relock my emotions." Voltaire shot a look at Star " Do not lock them back. I had them open for a reason, to make you stronger." Star growled "I am not stronger, I hate this." Voltaire stared at him "You are only half! Half a being! I will not have you turn into your father!" Star went silent again and stared at him. Voltaire soften up "Nine locked half himself up, cause he feared himself. I don't want you like that. You are so strong and powerful, you need your emotions Star. Trust me, when you get the hang of them, you will be appreciative of it." he explains. Star looked away "A demon once said I was boring, he didn't know how I continued to want to live. Told me not to change though...."
Voltaire sighs "Probably Astaroth, seems he been keeping an eye on you. I bet he is the one who has Gabriel now." Star looked away "Well...now you know, you can fix him." Voltaire nods "I can, but I need your help. You see sure I could get rid of him, but you can too." Star look back at him, confused. "Star you have powers unlike anyone, well kind of like Az. Why you two get along so well, why you are connected. You may not be as powerful as him in some aspects, but you are powerful in others he is not. You can stop Astaroth, plus you been trained by Caine. You can do this, however I need to make sure it is Astaroth. So I want you to bait him." Star tilt his head "Bait him?"
Voltaire nods "Yes next time you see Gabriel, don't call him Gabriel. Call him Astaroth, see how he reacts. Report back to me and I will guide you on what to do." Star shifts "Why can't you do this, Gabriel likes you. " Voltaire sighs "Cause you need to learn to stand on your own. It doesn't matter if Gabriel likes you, you do this cause he is family. You do this cause you know its right, cause it makes Gabriel eat his own words."Star shifts and says "Fine...." Voltaire would add "Be careful though, he is not one you need to underestimate. You are still young and learning." Star nods " Fine...but only if you look into someone named Tristan." Voltaire gave an odd look "Why?" Star shrugs "His mother worked in the castle, he has hate for here and just..I want to know more about him." Voltaire would nod "Very well."Star put his hood up and leaves.
After Gabriel left, Stellan comes out of the shadows. "Was I truly acting strange?" he ask him, Stellan look to him "Well sir you weren't making much sense at all." Voltaire nod slowly "I see. Funny I thought he was acting strange." Stellan look in the direction Gabriel went "To be honest sir, I don't know him well enough to judge. " Voltaire nods " Very well then." Stellan then touch Voltaire shoulder "Sir with your condition, I don't think you realize.."Voltaire stared at him "This has nothing to do with my condition. I just thought he come ranting about Star and demanding to see Nine. He didn't say anything, just that he was going to bath and such." Stellan shrug "People change." Voltaire narrow his eyes "Not in this family."
Stellan would back up "Very well sir. Oh, you have a visitor in your study.I think you will be surprised." Voltaire raised a brow "Oh?" Stellan gave a serious nod "Quit surprised." This intrigued Voltaire and he move to his study now. Upon walking in, he see a figure in a dark cloak by the fire place "I was told you requested to see me." he spoke to the figure. They turned when Voltaire got close to them "Well this is a surprise then. I did not see this." he says with shock. "Its hard to surprise me."
The figure nods "This is important or I would not be here at all." he said with seriousness. Voltaire nods to him "I see." he move beside them and looks at the fire "Can I ask one thing?" he start. "Why have you ignored all my summons?" The figure watched him and says "Cause I hate you." Voltaire nods "Hate what I did.Fair enough then. So then what is important that you had to see me." The figure pulled back his hood and says "Its about Gabriel." Voltaire glance at the door and would say "Speak carefully boy, he lingers in this castle at this very moment." He give Stellan a signal to make the room secure and insure no one listens in. "I saw him today.He was...different." the boy begins to explain. "What do you mean Star? How was he different?" Voltaire ask him.
Star looked at the fire "Want the whole story or just the point?" Voltaire raised a brow "Details." he says in a short tone. Star nods to him "Well he sought me out." Voltaire glance to him "He did not mention this. "Star gave him a look and continue "He sought me out and he was different. He was nice...he fed me his blood and kept talking of being bond by blood. He talked about how he knew I was alone and that I didn't belong with vampires or whatever else I was. He even pressed me about my mother." Voltaire listen carefully "So its safe to say he knows that you can not be bond through drinking vampire blood." Star nods "That is unfortunate." Star gave him an odd look for saying that. "Why?" Voltaire smirked "Cause I rather people not know much of what you can do.Especially not right now, but that is bound to happen." Star looked away "Well I knew something was wrong.Come to find out he is possessed and he kept talking about wanting Nine to suffer and how Gabriel was going to be fun to use. He said he trick me, but I caught on to him."
Voltaire listen and says "Astaroth." Star stopped talking a moment, staring at him "What?" he ask. Voltaire stared intently into the fire "Astaroth was controlling your father, he marked him. He showed interest in Gabriel, he has this hatred for your family." Star shook his head "Not my family..." Voltaire grabs Star and slams him into the book shelf "Listen here, that is your family whether you like it or not. Its all you have, now I get they suck. Gabriel being hateful for honestly no damn reason.His reason he says are not valid enough, but none the less he is your uncle.Your father is your father, he cares. You may think not and you are valid for that. Just cause he never made the effort and cut the connection.It was to protect you and keep you safe from the demon. No its not right he can't get past how you remind him of Sephitia. You have her eyes, but you look so much like Nine its unreal.Now I do not want to hear how you have no family. Even if they turn their back on you, you have me. You will always have me, even when you hate me. I am here, I will always be here."
Star listen to him as he spoke, hearing every word said to him "And who are you to me?" he was a little venomous in this. Voltaire stared him straight in the eyes "I'm your damn godfather thats who I am. I have made sure you were taken care of by family. I did anything you needed, I tried......."he took a deep breath "I tried so hard to get your father to you.There is not a thing I wouldn't do for you, I think of you as my own. " He then slowly let Star go and steps back. Star watched him and just was silent. "Now continue." Voltaire says, moving back to the fireplace. "He.. well he didn't make much sense, just that he couldn't believe I believe my father doesn't care. Saying he tricked me in that and then mention some shit about bring me to family that care and that made no sense either."
Voltaire stroke his beard listening to him, Star continue "He tried to start a fight with a guy and then he left. I guess he came here as you said. "Voltaire nods "So it seems." Star would get closer to him "So what is Astaroth? He wanted to make a deal, to relock my emotions." Voltaire shot a look at Star " Do not lock them back. I had them open for a reason, to make you stronger." Star growled "I am not stronger, I hate this." Voltaire stared at him "You are only half! Half a being! I will not have you turn into your father!" Star went silent again and stared at him. Voltaire soften up "Nine locked half himself up, cause he feared himself. I don't want you like that. You are so strong and powerful, you need your emotions Star. Trust me, when you get the hang of them, you will be appreciative of it." he explains. Star looked away "A demon once said I was boring, he didn't know how I continued to want to live. Told me not to change though...."
Voltaire sighs "Probably Astaroth, seems he been keeping an eye on you. I bet he is the one who has Gabriel now." Star looked away "Well...now you know, you can fix him." Voltaire nods "I can, but I need your help. You see sure I could get rid of him, but you can too." Star look back at him, confused. "Star you have powers unlike anyone, well kind of like Az. Why you two get along so well, why you are connected. You may not be as powerful as him in some aspects, but you are powerful in others he is not. You can stop Astaroth, plus you been trained by Caine. You can do this, however I need to make sure it is Astaroth. So I want you to bait him." Star tilt his head "Bait him?"
Voltaire nods "Yes next time you see Gabriel, don't call him Gabriel. Call him Astaroth, see how he reacts. Report back to me and I will guide you on what to do." Star shifts "Why can't you do this, Gabriel likes you. " Voltaire sighs "Cause you need to learn to stand on your own. It doesn't matter if Gabriel likes you, you do this cause he is family. You do this cause you know its right, cause it makes Gabriel eat his own words."Star shifts and says "Fine...." Voltaire would add "Be careful though, he is not one you need to underestimate. You are still young and learning." Star nods " Fine...but only if you look into someone named Tristan." Voltaire gave an odd look "Why?" Star shrugs "His mother worked in the castle, he has hate for here and just..I want to know more about him." Voltaire would nod "Very well."Star put his hood up and leaves.
History of the Tramik
Voltaire was sitting in the study, trying to relax. When Stellan came in "Well, some alarming news. Seems something is wrong with Gabriel. He sought Star out, fed him and tried to ask what his mother was. Its strange, he went from hating the boy to being..helpful." Voltaire listen and says "I'd not worry, Star has tricks he doesn't even know yet.Though it seems my hunch is right. "
He wave Stellan to sit "I've never told anyone my findings on the Tramik family. Not Caine, not Nine, no one. I suppose I should tell someone before..." he would drift off a moment in thought. Stellan looking to him oddly and leans a little "Sir?" Voltaire looks to him "Stellan I trust you to know this and I think it is time it comes out.Star knows...but, he only knows what his mother is, not the history to it." he grab his glass and look at it. "Have you ever wonder how a family like that, a family most knew to be human, could hunt vampires or anything so damn well? Like the weapons they wield, how did they know how to make them or where to get the materials?" Stellan would shrug "I just assume like most human hunters, their family was struck with tragedy or they could not understand the nature of vampires."
Voltaire nods "It was the hatred of vampires, however not in the way you think. You know the history of Caine, when Caine form his race. Lets say that there was a being who greatly disagreed with this, he thought Caine and all vampires an abomination to life. Because the gods sided with Caine, this being decided he would take out Caine. However not having the support he needed and given that he wanted races like the humans to feel empowered against vampires. He came down and got with a human, together they would make their stance. This being... he was celestial. Who fell in love over time. As you know when a celestial mates, they make nephilims. Often times, however when the bloodline continues to get muddle, they become assamirs. Only having remnants of their ancestors bloodline." Stellan gave an odd look "So the Tramik was a celestial?"
Voltaire smirked "Catch on quick, yes the first was a celestial. After that the family became aasimirs over time." Stellan gave a thoughtful look "What change though? In the end Tramik worked with purebloods instead of trying to kill them." Voltaire nods to this "Yes, well over time one of the descendants realize that purebloods were just a race of beings trying to live. That they were not truly evil, just living out their nature. So over the years, the hate dwindle and then they soon turn from just hunting vampires to hunting anything of evil. So when Nine ran into them, they no longer seek the blood of purebloods to be spilled and thus a new love could bloom. "
Stellan gave a confused look "Then what is Star?" Voltaire shrugs "What is Star indeed?What does one call a being born from a vampire and a aasimir?I honestly have taken to calling him a vassamir behind his back. However he is a brand new breed and it explains the oddity of his nature.Why I needed his emotions unlocked, with his emotions he can grow even more powerful. Celestial thrive in emotions with their power, why they have great control of them. Vampires also thrive in it, so Star naturally needed to have this weight lifted so he could see his try potential." Stellan gave a worried look "But is that not dangerous? He hunts vampires, lives off them." Voltaire laughs "Yes that is the gods mean trick, or well maybe just life reminding everyone that the first tramik was a celestial out for vampire blood. That later they birth a very being that lives off vampires. It truly is intriguing." look at Stellan who just gave a bewilder look "Ok maybe not to you, but to me it is interesting."
Stellan shook his head "How come Caine would let Star live? Knowing his food source was vampire." Voltaire smiled "One the will of living being so strong in the boy, Caine respected it. Two...Caine also respects the natural order. He fears not Star, sure he rather the boy not mate and have children, but... it is still his blood. Caine never turns his back on blood of his own. Why he raised him, taught him."Stellan nods "To keep him loyal to his own." Voltaire nods "Sept, Star has never felt like a vampire. The fact Gabriel pushes him away and Nine, makes him more alienated from the rest. So in a sense Caine idea failed, when his children failed to follow.So there will always be that fear that Star goes against vampires, but I don't think so. I think if anything he will try to understand himself more and find a way to cope.So long as no other vampire further alienates him."Stellan nods "I see.I can keep an eye on him still." Voltaire nods "Yeah...just to make sure he is ok." Stellan nods to him and leaves.
He wave Stellan to sit "I've never told anyone my findings on the Tramik family. Not Caine, not Nine, no one. I suppose I should tell someone before..." he would drift off a moment in thought. Stellan looking to him oddly and leans a little "Sir?" Voltaire looks to him "Stellan I trust you to know this and I think it is time it comes out.Star knows...but, he only knows what his mother is, not the history to it." he grab his glass and look at it. "Have you ever wonder how a family like that, a family most knew to be human, could hunt vampires or anything so damn well? Like the weapons they wield, how did they know how to make them or where to get the materials?" Stellan would shrug "I just assume like most human hunters, their family was struck with tragedy or they could not understand the nature of vampires."
Voltaire nods "It was the hatred of vampires, however not in the way you think. You know the history of Caine, when Caine form his race. Lets say that there was a being who greatly disagreed with this, he thought Caine and all vampires an abomination to life. Because the gods sided with Caine, this being decided he would take out Caine. However not having the support he needed and given that he wanted races like the humans to feel empowered against vampires. He came down and got with a human, together they would make their stance. This being... he was celestial. Who fell in love over time. As you know when a celestial mates, they make nephilims. Often times, however when the bloodline continues to get muddle, they become assamirs. Only having remnants of their ancestors bloodline." Stellan gave an odd look "So the Tramik was a celestial?"
Voltaire smirked "Catch on quick, yes the first was a celestial. After that the family became aasimirs over time." Stellan gave a thoughtful look "What change though? In the end Tramik worked with purebloods instead of trying to kill them." Voltaire nods to this "Yes, well over time one of the descendants realize that purebloods were just a race of beings trying to live. That they were not truly evil, just living out their nature. So over the years, the hate dwindle and then they soon turn from just hunting vampires to hunting anything of evil. So when Nine ran into them, they no longer seek the blood of purebloods to be spilled and thus a new love could bloom. "
Stellan gave a confused look "Then what is Star?" Voltaire shrugs "What is Star indeed?What does one call a being born from a vampire and a aasimir?I honestly have taken to calling him a vassamir behind his back. However he is a brand new breed and it explains the oddity of his nature.Why I needed his emotions unlocked, with his emotions he can grow even more powerful. Celestial thrive in emotions with their power, why they have great control of them. Vampires also thrive in it, so Star naturally needed to have this weight lifted so he could see his try potential." Stellan gave a worried look "But is that not dangerous? He hunts vampires, lives off them." Voltaire laughs "Yes that is the gods mean trick, or well maybe just life reminding everyone that the first tramik was a celestial out for vampire blood. That later they birth a very being that lives off vampires. It truly is intriguing." look at Stellan who just gave a bewilder look "Ok maybe not to you, but to me it is interesting."
Stellan shook his head "How come Caine would let Star live? Knowing his food source was vampire." Voltaire smiled "One the will of living being so strong in the boy, Caine respected it. Two...Caine also respects the natural order. He fears not Star, sure he rather the boy not mate and have children, but... it is still his blood. Caine never turns his back on blood of his own. Why he raised him, taught him."Stellan nods "To keep him loyal to his own." Voltaire nods "Sept, Star has never felt like a vampire. The fact Gabriel pushes him away and Nine, makes him more alienated from the rest. So in a sense Caine idea failed, when his children failed to follow.So there will always be that fear that Star goes against vampires, but I don't think so. I think if anything he will try to understand himself more and find a way to cope.So long as no other vampire further alienates him."Stellan nods "I see.I can keep an eye on him still." Voltaire nods "Yeah...just to make sure he is ok." Stellan nods to him and leaves.
Saturday, January 4, 2020
Dying Spirit
Star was sitting alone, still in pain from hunger. Going through all these emotions and dealing with everything that was said to him. When he heard foot steps come up, looking over he see Azeract had come. Seems the hybrid had found him, he turn his head away, staring to the ground. Azeract sits next to him "You ran." he state "You ran and you didn't tell me, you tried to hide from even me." staring straight ahead.
Star frowned "I know." he murmur out. "I just didn't want to bother you with my problems."
Azeract side eyes Star "Whoever said you were a bother?"
Star looked at Azeract a moment and then looks down "How come you never stop being my friend? Even when I was emotionless and pushed everyone away. You stayed by my side, always putting up with me."
Azeract leans back "Because unlike everyone else, that day when what happened, happened. You never looked at me any different. You saw me, no matter what happen. You never once called me a monster, you continue to call me friend, you continue to treat me like a person. Sure you could be an ass with how you talk and lecture, but I could tell you could truly see into people for who they are."
Few tears rolling down Stars cheeks "I don't think thats true, I am not very good at seeing people for who they are."
Azeract watch Star "Whoever claims that, doesn't know you like I do."
Star looked into his hands "You ever want to just rip your own skin off? Like you feel so out of touch with your own body, like your an alien or a spirit just possessing it?"
Azeract looked up in thought, before speaking "Well isn't a soul just that? A spirit possessing a body?"
Star looked at Azeract "Ya..I guess. I just think my spirit wants out and a redo."
Azeract chuckle lightly "Mine too." Star look down again, tears still rolling down his cheeks. Azeract would lean over "Hey. What has you in such a dark spirit?And don't give me the bullshit of not wanting to push your problems on me crap either."
Star shrugs some "Have you ever disappointed someone so bad... that they told you, you made them lose all hope of you. That they rather die....then be family?"
Azeract looked away "Yeah."spoken in a soft tone, he frown "My mother."
Star nod slowly "My uncle." Azeract looked at Star a little bewilder "Gabriel?" he ask in a quiet tone. Star just nods slowly "I accidentally ran into him, we yelled. I....I begged him to kill me. I thought it was what he wanted....I mean if you say stuff like that, wouldn't you want that person dead?"
Azeract looked down again and just fiddle with his fingers "My mother wanted me dead. She always made sure I knew it." this subject was hard for Azeract. Gabriel had been nice to him, sure they had a few fights, but he never thought Gabriel was capable of cruelty. Not one so close to his mothers cruelty, slowly he reach a arm around Star. "I'm sorry."
Star sighs "I'm alone." he tells him. "I don't have family." Azeract looked to him and started to have tears coming down his cheeks too. Being the empathetic he was and this was so close to home for him. "What about your dad?He surely doesn't feel the same?"
Star frown more "I almost killed him, do you really think he'd forgive me of that? Gabriel couldn't and it wasn't even my fault. Why am I being punished for trying to defend myself?" Azeract furrow his brows some "That..that is unfair.Especially since I almost killed Gabriel once, when he tried to kill me. Well Caine was possessing him, but still." He took a deep breath "You sure he feels the same though? Nine and Gabriel are two totally different people, who are the opposite of each other."
Star looked at Azeract "He cut his connect with me before hand, he never once tried to have a relationship.He always cold and just tries to get away from me. Before when I felt nothing, it never bothered me, but now... now I feel so empty and alone."
Azeract felt for him, he knew this feeling well, he was also a little pissed off with what he was hearing.He have to make a point to visit Gabriel and get his side of this story, not that he didn't believe Star, but he wanted to see what the root of it was. "You are not alone. You have me, I'll never leave you.We are friends after all."
Star held his stomach "Yeah we are." Azeract frown still "Star, you'd let me know if you needed anything right?" Star looked to him "Yeah, but...this is something I have to do myself. "Azeract sighs and nods "Ok, but please...let me know before it gets worse. You look really bad and you know vampires have a hard time coming back from a frenzy." Star nods to him "I know."
Azeract hugged him tight "I don't want to lose you. You're my best friend and the only person who knows me." Star weakly hugs him back "I'm trying, its just not easy. Especially with everything else, but thanks. Atleast I have one person in this world, one person who sees me and accepts me." Azeract nods "Always." he slowly stood up and says "I need to go for now, but...you know how to reach me if you should need me." Star nods to him. "Yeah I do." Azeract weakly smiled to him, before he head off.
Star frowned "I know." he murmur out. "I just didn't want to bother you with my problems."
Azeract side eyes Star "Whoever said you were a bother?"
Star looked at Azeract a moment and then looks down "How come you never stop being my friend? Even when I was emotionless and pushed everyone away. You stayed by my side, always putting up with me."
Azeract leans back "Because unlike everyone else, that day when what happened, happened. You never looked at me any different. You saw me, no matter what happen. You never once called me a monster, you continue to call me friend, you continue to treat me like a person. Sure you could be an ass with how you talk and lecture, but I could tell you could truly see into people for who they are."
Few tears rolling down Stars cheeks "I don't think thats true, I am not very good at seeing people for who they are."
Azeract watch Star "Whoever claims that, doesn't know you like I do."
Star looked into his hands "You ever want to just rip your own skin off? Like you feel so out of touch with your own body, like your an alien or a spirit just possessing it?"
Azeract looked up in thought, before speaking "Well isn't a soul just that? A spirit possessing a body?"
Star looked at Azeract "Ya..I guess. I just think my spirit wants out and a redo."
Azeract chuckle lightly "Mine too." Star look down again, tears still rolling down his cheeks. Azeract would lean over "Hey. What has you in such a dark spirit?And don't give me the bullshit of not wanting to push your problems on me crap either."
Star shrugs some "Have you ever disappointed someone so bad... that they told you, you made them lose all hope of you. That they rather die....then be family?"
Azeract looked away "Yeah."spoken in a soft tone, he frown "My mother."
Star nod slowly "My uncle." Azeract looked at Star a little bewilder "Gabriel?" he ask in a quiet tone. Star just nods slowly "I accidentally ran into him, we yelled. I....I begged him to kill me. I thought it was what he wanted....I mean if you say stuff like that, wouldn't you want that person dead?"
Azeract looked down again and just fiddle with his fingers "My mother wanted me dead. She always made sure I knew it." this subject was hard for Azeract. Gabriel had been nice to him, sure they had a few fights, but he never thought Gabriel was capable of cruelty. Not one so close to his mothers cruelty, slowly he reach a arm around Star. "I'm sorry."
Star sighs "I'm alone." he tells him. "I don't have family." Azeract looked to him and started to have tears coming down his cheeks too. Being the empathetic he was and this was so close to home for him. "What about your dad?He surely doesn't feel the same?"
Star frown more "I almost killed him, do you really think he'd forgive me of that? Gabriel couldn't and it wasn't even my fault. Why am I being punished for trying to defend myself?" Azeract furrow his brows some "That..that is unfair.Especially since I almost killed Gabriel once, when he tried to kill me. Well Caine was possessing him, but still." He took a deep breath "You sure he feels the same though? Nine and Gabriel are two totally different people, who are the opposite of each other."
Star looked at Azeract "He cut his connect with me before hand, he never once tried to have a relationship.He always cold and just tries to get away from me. Before when I felt nothing, it never bothered me, but now... now I feel so empty and alone."
Azeract felt for him, he knew this feeling well, he was also a little pissed off with what he was hearing.He have to make a point to visit Gabriel and get his side of this story, not that he didn't believe Star, but he wanted to see what the root of it was. "You are not alone. You have me, I'll never leave you.We are friends after all."
Star held his stomach "Yeah we are." Azeract frown still "Star, you'd let me know if you needed anything right?" Star looked to him "Yeah, but...this is something I have to do myself. "Azeract sighs and nods "Ok, but please...let me know before it gets worse. You look really bad and you know vampires have a hard time coming back from a frenzy." Star nods to him "I know."
Azeract hugged him tight "I don't want to lose you. You're my best friend and the only person who knows me." Star weakly hugs him back "I'm trying, its just not easy. Especially with everything else, but thanks. Atleast I have one person in this world, one person who sees me and accepts me." Azeract nods "Always." he slowly stood up and says "I need to go for now, but...you know how to reach me if you should need me." Star nods to him. "Yeah I do." Azeract weakly smiled to him, before he head off.
Friday, January 3, 2020
Breaking mark
Nine sat on his knees in a cell. his arms chained to the wall. There was no light, aside the light from a single window. However it was small and didn't let in much light, the moon shun in none the less. Foot steps could be heard, echoing off the walls. They got louder and louder, till they stopped in front of the cell door. Slowly the sound of a key being pushed in the door and turning, the locks opening as the door then was pushed. Nine looked up slowly, seeing Voltaire with guards. He held a hand up to signal the guards to stay as he walked in the room and had the door shut behind him. Moving elegantly towards Nine, till he stopped and crouched before him.
"My what an interesting situation you have gotten yourself into." Looking Nine over a moment.
Nine stared at Voltaire "Is it true?" he ask quietly at first.
"Is what true?" Voltaire raised a brow.
Nine growled "Don't play your games right now, you know damn well what I speak of. Did I try to kill my son."
Voltaire look down a moment, thinking. He then looks up to Nine "It is." Who would close his eyes, taking a deep breath. "I assume I wasn't successful?"
Voltaire half chuckle "I'd say the kid got the one up on you. He damn near killed you instead, left you alive barely."Voltaire stayed silent a moment before he spoke again. "I had Gabriel fix him."
Nine stared at Voltaire a while, the words 'I had Gabriel fix him.' it sat sour with him. "What did you do?" he ask calmly. Voltaire shrugs "What do you care, not like you were ever there for the boy." Nine growled and went to lunge forward, but was held back by the chains. "WHAT DID YOU DO?" he shouted.
Voltaire un-phased by Nines growling and movements, spoke calmly "I had Gabriel connect Star to his emotions. Unfortunately your brother..." he stop a moment and thought how to say it. "Your brother left him. I mean he told him to come to the castle, which Star did not, he's refused any summons I have sent. I tried to get Gabriel to go help him, but it seems Gabriel feels nothing for the boy. He to pissed at what Star did to you, won't even think of the fact that he did what he had to, to live."
Nine look down listening to this "Where is he now? Is he hurt?" Voltaire raised a brow "Why do you care? You cut your connection to him.If you wanted to know these things, you wouldn't have done that.You pushed him away, not the other way around, and for what? Because he reminds you of Sephi? How is that fair? Blaming him for something he can't help."
Nine grew silent and sat back, Voltaire was right. "I didn't cut the connection to push him away, in the way you might think." Voltaire shook his head "Explain that to Star, it truly hurt him. Now he is alone out there."Nine sighed and looked at Voltaire "I cut my connection cause...well Astaroth came back. I didn't want him going after Star or use him against me." Voltaire threw his hands up as he stood up "News flash, I don't know how to tell you this, but I am pretty sure he just got you to attack your own child."
Nine watching Voltaire grit his teeth "You don't think I know this?" Voltaire leans down "Why didn't you ask for help Nine? Honestly? Do you despise me that much?" Nine snarled "It wasn't about you!" Voltaire narrowed his eyes "Then what?" Nine sighed "It was....I thought.." Voltaire was growing impatient with Nine "Thought what!?" Nine glared at him for a second and then looked down "He claimed he had Gabriel and I knew you were fed up fixing our mess, especially with what Caine had done to you." Voltaire rolled his eyes "Nine I have been with you since before Sephitia death, you should know better." he tells him.
Nine shrugs "You should know me." Voltaire rubbed his temples "I do unfortunately. So let me guess he used Gabriel against you and you fell for the trick like the bleeding heart you are." Nine nods his head. "Gabriel was safe, the deal was he didn't harm or take Gabriel." Voltaire stared at Nine "What about Star?" Nine shrugged "What about him?" Voltaire groaned "You made a deal to protect Gabriel, but not Star? Your son?" Nine stared at him "He didn't seem to interested in Star, just Gabriel." Voltaire stood back, and leaned on a pillar in the cell. "I hope for your sake, he doesn't. Cause right now, he is lost, alone, and confused with emotions. Astaroth....Astaroth could probably get him and I don't even want to think what he would do with a being like Star. His power and the fact that he is not even fully into adulthood and has that power."
Nine stared at Voltaire "Surely you have someone who could watch him, I mean come on Gabriel wouldn't turn his back. He's all about family, preaches it to me all the time."Voltaire stared back at him "Oh Nine. How little you know things these days, he has damned the boy in his eyes. He feels nothing for him, cares not what happens to him. Hell he said the only reason he hasn't tortured the little bugger was cause of us." Nine struggled at the chains "You have to let me go." Voltaire tilt his head "No I can't, you been doing things for Astaroth, I can't risk you doing his bidding again and much worse he tries to actually make you kill Star and not fail." Moves and reaches to point at Nine neck. "No not till that is removed."
Nine watched Voltaire carefully "And you can remove it?" Voltaire smiled "I can, but it will be painful." Nine struggled to get back on his knees and leaned as far as he could "Do it, pain is nothing to me. I need to get out there..you said Star is on his own.I need to make sure he is at least fine. Maybe talk sense into Gabriel, to help while I draw Astaroth away from them." Voltaire shook his head "Astaroth has bested you twice now and you think you can just draw him away?No thats not how this works. I'd have better chance of sending Azeract after this demon then you."
Voltaire was hesitant to removing the mark, he knew this would be the end of his limit. That he wouldn't be able to keep his mask on any longer to his ailment. However, he did tell Gabriel he help Nine in anyway. "This....will be my last favor....Last anything for a long time."
Nine look confused "What? Whatever fine, just get it over with." Voltaire shook his head. He reach out and touches the mark on Nines neck, bring about the black flames of the Phoenix, letting it run over the mark, course through it and out of it. It burn with its pure flames, to purge the evil there was, to remove the mark. Nine would cry out in pain, as Voltaire does this. This eating up the last of Voltaire strength, the last of his energy.
When he was done he pulled back and stumbling some "There, just so you know. No one can know you were here. I have to figure out how to spin this, fix what Astaroth has done. Stay low when you go see Gabriel. You can't be around him for long though, you have to keep moving till this is over. Or else you will endanger Gabriel and if you look for Star you will endanger him too."
He called the guards in to undo Nines chains and gave him a cloak to stay in cover. Nine looked at Voltaire and could see his weakness "What have you done to get this way?"Voltaire smirked "Come on now, don't worry for me, I'll be fine. I just need a long rest is all, I'll be back on my feet in no time." Nine almost doubted Voltaires words, he was concern. Though he could not be concern for long, he had to go out and find his brother, since he wasn't sure how to connect with Star again. He'd use the connection to his twin and talk with him about his son.
"My what an interesting situation you have gotten yourself into." Looking Nine over a moment.
Nine stared at Voltaire "Is it true?" he ask quietly at first.
"Is what true?" Voltaire raised a brow.
Nine growled "Don't play your games right now, you know damn well what I speak of. Did I try to kill my son."
Voltaire look down a moment, thinking. He then looks up to Nine "It is." Who would close his eyes, taking a deep breath. "I assume I wasn't successful?"
Voltaire half chuckle "I'd say the kid got the one up on you. He damn near killed you instead, left you alive barely."Voltaire stayed silent a moment before he spoke again. "I had Gabriel fix him."
Nine stared at Voltaire a while, the words 'I had Gabriel fix him.' it sat sour with him. "What did you do?" he ask calmly. Voltaire shrugs "What do you care, not like you were ever there for the boy." Nine growled and went to lunge forward, but was held back by the chains. "WHAT DID YOU DO?" he shouted.
Voltaire un-phased by Nines growling and movements, spoke calmly "I had Gabriel connect Star to his emotions. Unfortunately your brother..." he stop a moment and thought how to say it. "Your brother left him. I mean he told him to come to the castle, which Star did not, he's refused any summons I have sent. I tried to get Gabriel to go help him, but it seems Gabriel feels nothing for the boy. He to pissed at what Star did to you, won't even think of the fact that he did what he had to, to live."
Nine look down listening to this "Where is he now? Is he hurt?" Voltaire raised a brow "Why do you care? You cut your connection to him.If you wanted to know these things, you wouldn't have done that.You pushed him away, not the other way around, and for what? Because he reminds you of Sephi? How is that fair? Blaming him for something he can't help."
Nine grew silent and sat back, Voltaire was right. "I didn't cut the connection to push him away, in the way you might think." Voltaire shook his head "Explain that to Star, it truly hurt him. Now he is alone out there."Nine sighed and looked at Voltaire "I cut my connection cause...well Astaroth came back. I didn't want him going after Star or use him against me." Voltaire threw his hands up as he stood up "News flash, I don't know how to tell you this, but I am pretty sure he just got you to attack your own child."
Nine watching Voltaire grit his teeth "You don't think I know this?" Voltaire leans down "Why didn't you ask for help Nine? Honestly? Do you despise me that much?" Nine snarled "It wasn't about you!" Voltaire narrowed his eyes "Then what?" Nine sighed "It was....I thought.." Voltaire was growing impatient with Nine "Thought what!?" Nine glared at him for a second and then looked down "He claimed he had Gabriel and I knew you were fed up fixing our mess, especially with what Caine had done to you." Voltaire rolled his eyes "Nine I have been with you since before Sephitia death, you should know better." he tells him.
Nine shrugs "You should know me." Voltaire rubbed his temples "I do unfortunately. So let me guess he used Gabriel against you and you fell for the trick like the bleeding heart you are." Nine nods his head. "Gabriel was safe, the deal was he didn't harm or take Gabriel." Voltaire stared at Nine "What about Star?" Nine shrugged "What about him?" Voltaire groaned "You made a deal to protect Gabriel, but not Star? Your son?" Nine stared at him "He didn't seem to interested in Star, just Gabriel." Voltaire stood back, and leaned on a pillar in the cell. "I hope for your sake, he doesn't. Cause right now, he is lost, alone, and confused with emotions. Astaroth....Astaroth could probably get him and I don't even want to think what he would do with a being like Star. His power and the fact that he is not even fully into adulthood and has that power."
Nine stared at Voltaire "Surely you have someone who could watch him, I mean come on Gabriel wouldn't turn his back. He's all about family, preaches it to me all the time."Voltaire stared back at him "Oh Nine. How little you know things these days, he has damned the boy in his eyes. He feels nothing for him, cares not what happens to him. Hell he said the only reason he hasn't tortured the little bugger was cause of us." Nine struggled at the chains "You have to let me go." Voltaire tilt his head "No I can't, you been doing things for Astaroth, I can't risk you doing his bidding again and much worse he tries to actually make you kill Star and not fail." Moves and reaches to point at Nine neck. "No not till that is removed."
Nine watched Voltaire carefully "And you can remove it?" Voltaire smiled "I can, but it will be painful." Nine struggled to get back on his knees and leaned as far as he could "Do it, pain is nothing to me. I need to get out there..you said Star is on his own.I need to make sure he is at least fine. Maybe talk sense into Gabriel, to help while I draw Astaroth away from them." Voltaire shook his head "Astaroth has bested you twice now and you think you can just draw him away?No thats not how this works. I'd have better chance of sending Azeract after this demon then you."
Voltaire was hesitant to removing the mark, he knew this would be the end of his limit. That he wouldn't be able to keep his mask on any longer to his ailment. However, he did tell Gabriel he help Nine in anyway. "This....will be my last favor....Last anything for a long time."
Nine look confused "What? Whatever fine, just get it over with." Voltaire shook his head. He reach out and touches the mark on Nines neck, bring about the black flames of the Phoenix, letting it run over the mark, course through it and out of it. It burn with its pure flames, to purge the evil there was, to remove the mark. Nine would cry out in pain, as Voltaire does this. This eating up the last of Voltaire strength, the last of his energy.
When he was done he pulled back and stumbling some "There, just so you know. No one can know you were here. I have to figure out how to spin this, fix what Astaroth has done. Stay low when you go see Gabriel. You can't be around him for long though, you have to keep moving till this is over. Or else you will endanger Gabriel and if you look for Star you will endanger him too."
He called the guards in to undo Nines chains and gave him a cloak to stay in cover. Nine looked at Voltaire and could see his weakness "What have you done to get this way?"Voltaire smirked "Come on now, don't worry for me, I'll be fine. I just need a long rest is all, I'll be back on my feet in no time." Nine almost doubted Voltaires words, he was concern. Though he could not be concern for long, he had to go out and find his brother, since he wasn't sure how to connect with Star again. He'd use the connection to his twin and talk with him about his son.
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